Gerald Johnson

Four Takes on Love: Freewrites

“The Road”

          Twenty hours past, wheels turning engine revving. The sun descends behind the mountains radiating hues of red, orange and pink into the rearview. Dusk progresses, the road extends. Infinitely extending east yet each mile brings us closer. A grin, a rubbing of the eyes, a glance to my right; you lie in the passenger seat. Softly breathing you’re asleep. The road bends, the last of the sunlight reaches out caressing your face. I see each freckle, the soft texture of your skin, the dimple you often try to hide. 10 hours left we’re almost there. 10 hours left we’re almost home. Great plains ahead open to a night of panoramic stars. We are the mighty bison migrating across this vast land. The earth trampled below us as we cruise along our way. We are as the bison withstanding nature’s blows migrating steadfastly to our home. The bison’s home is where he is. The bison is always at home facing the forces which bombard him with strength and endurance. We are the bison facing into the headwinds. The mountains behind the road ahead, night above and the planes surround. Together we move forward and face what is to come.

“Streams and Rivers”

          Moments spent on riverbanks taught me about love and life. Sun soaked picnics basking in the water’s breeze taught me about love and life. 80 feet on top a water waterfall, water crashing, you next to me, taught me about love and life. Plunging into the unknown, trusting in uncertainty taught me about love and life. Beauty radiating from the river corridor and endless flow from parts unknown, taught me about love and life. Time spent with you near streams and rivers taught me about love and life.

“Roof Tops”

          Endless nights reveling on roof tops; a star pierced night sky drowned out by the city lights formed a love and longing for life. Here stretched for miles the gem city glistens on the horizon. Urban decay, homelessness, and poverty lurk in shadows yet the beauty abounds in cobble stone streets, a street light walk, and historic districts. All has its time; all has its place. Here I learned about the world, here I learned to love the world, here I learned to accept the world, here I chose to change the world. A hooker on the corner, a beggar near a store front, a businessman in a dive bar can all teach something about love and life. Many endless nights spent searching for a taming of lust, never finding the one thing I’ve grown to covet; a love that endures, a love with passion, a companion who’s willing to face these struggles. The city embodies the challenges of nature. Your brother, your friend, even a stranger are all parts in the urban food chain. Some steal, some kill, some work hard, and some do drugs, some love, some lust, some are drunkards, some are honest, yet each possess a niche. I have spent endless nights on roof tops, contemplating the meaning of it all; endless hours finding the passions of the night.
“Sweet Basil”


          Candle lit dinners at our favorite restaurant. Spicy sweet aromas accentuate the air. Dry salt water breezes drift in through the door. The order is always the same “sweet basil noodles”. You smile, I grin, we’re happy. I never order for you although I know what you will want. A creature so unpredictable yet here you are typical; always sweet basil noodles. They say variety is the spice of life; you are the spice of my life. You are my sweet basil, the spice I will always long more of.